Power of getting out

I have always been comfortable with myself. Just feeling getting out would be a bad idea imagining all others are going to be boring or you were sit there , completely ignored by others. How horrifying that can be. Better stay home. There is a lot of chances i just don't get out, but the spending time with myself isn't fun either. Depressed and suppressed. Why is bla bla blar happily engaged and i am alone, why is so and so is earning money from their business and i am brook. It is really not easy to change that state of emotions if you are really into it alone . The emotion is on and on and on. First step to get out of this emotion is to get out. It totally helps to change the current state. Make sense? keep trying.....